story of my life: rants and let downs + some laughs

tattoo soon!

: blink21; October 9th, 2007

<3!!!

: blink21; September 26th, 2007

AH!

: blink21; September 26th, 2007

Current Location:: home

Current Mood:: blank

Current Music:: halo 3

soooo i kinda forgot about LJ and that makes me sad so here's some random stuff!

i wish i had more money www.edhardyshop.com

kooper is the cutest puppy ever

im determined to lose like 40 lbs but my period is getting in the way

i'm going to be a flight attendant and possibly a pilot that's the goal that i also want to achieve

i cannot stand my job right now... i'm hating it so much i don't want to do it and i'm basically not.. which is bad. i don't know how to get out of it though. i can't really start the filght attendant stuff till i'm able to move which will be next year when the lease is up

i love living downtown i was really meant to be a city girl

ryan and dan are playing halo 3 ... i think they almost beat it. oh yep... i guess it ended shitty... oh well

my broken toe keeps acting up again. it's like my paintball injury that will never leave me alone

i need a new camera. i really want the new olympus one that is like indestructable

so anyhoo... i'm going to prolly go to bed now.

hopefully i won't forget about you again... and it might be less random... or not... depends on my mood :-p

i know i suck

: blink21; July 20th, 2007

Current Mood:: blah

i haven't written in hella long

i'm pissed how life is kinda sucking right now

we still don't have a place to live other than the cottage which is nice not paying rent and all but it's getting to me. i wish we could stay longer and just save save save and then move to san diego i really want to be there. but i don't see that happening soon.

i'm also kinda looking for another job. i'm not very happy anymore there. sometimes it's good and i thought it might have been a phase that i was hating it but it's not. i'm having Keri make me a awesome resume...but it has to be a skills one since this is like my first real job. what i want to do ... no idea... well not no idea but we'll see... i saw this assistant buyer for charlotte russe job in san diego which made me want to move there more...but if i can find something like that around here that would be cool. but also tracey said if we move into the bay area kinda area i could find some sort of assistant buyer job in frisco which is a bigger bettter city than sac so there would be more opportunities for fashion buyers. but also i thought it would be really cool to get into something with graphic design or photography or like a hotel critic. i think one of my ideal jobs would be something where i could travel. i love to travel

kristina and i were supposed to go to LA first weekend in August and do our Marilyn trip but that didn't work out cuz she's broke, i am too.. but i really wantted to go and we were going to make a stop in disneyland. which im having withdrawls from... i went like 3-4 times last year and haven'been once this year. so i'm sad. i know that i sound hella stuck up or spoiled or whatever when i say that i haven't been this year yet...but its the one thing/place that can make me super happy. guaranteed.

another sad thing is that we didn't move in with nicole and brooke and i really wanted to and it would have been so fun. miss them!

anyhoo...lunch time is over...back to work...where the phones aren't ringing and there's not internet... LAME!

oh ya i might have forgotten to mention they blocked the internet so you have to have a password. awesome.

anyhoo... going out tonight with kristina to avalon... we'll see how that goes... i haven't been to a night club in a while so it should be interesting.

<3!

monday = shit

: blink21; May 21st, 2007

Current Mood:: depressed

example of a bad day:

within 10 minutes i lost a house and found out i have cancer...

fan-fucking-tastic

dr. appt

: blink21; May 7th, 2007

Current Location:: home

Current Mood:: pessimistic

Current Music:: tv

so i went to the doctor today to have them look at a freckle that turned into a moley looking thing... the doctor said hella concerned that i need to go to the dermatologist... so that pretty much sucks... i have to go wednesday to go and get a biopsy, judy said they'll prolly just cut it off but i'm still hella scared. fucking sucks.

dad

: blink21; April 24th, 2007

Current Mood:: happy

the other day i was at work and my dad always randomly stops by and checks in and this particular day he didn't say hi to me and i didn't really think anything of it... it happens. but then a little while later he's on the phone for me and says hey sorry i didn't come in and say hi to you when i came in earlier i was like, no worries what's up? and he's like that was it, i just wanted to say hi... so hi...

it was cute. he's never really been like that... it made me smile so i thought i would share

pretty sure...

: blink21; April 19th, 2007

i have the best boyfriend ever! i'm sitting here typing this but i should be packing up and getting ready to go on an adventure for our 3 year panniversary...!!!!! =D!!!!!!!!! the g'parents are watching the pup so i gotta go take him out

<3

yay!

i suck!

: blink21; April 18th, 2007

Current Mood:: peaceful

SO i was trying to do the a day in the life of yesterday...but at the end of the day i just stopped taking pictures... i will have to try another day... i got some cool pics though... so i may put them up on myspace.

i just woke up and i need to get ready and go to work...

but i don't wanna ;-(

that is all

kinda funny this is on msn.com right now... i say good dumb bitches back the f off

: blink21; April 10th, 2007

Current Mood:: melancholy

"I was the other woman"

I grew up watching those sleazy, made-for-TV movies whose storylines usually involved a home-wrecking hussy (usually bottle-blond) who unleashed havoc on a happy marriage with her cheap charms and gold-digging ways. As a Catholic-school-bred teenager, I couldn’t imagine what would drive someone to steal another woman’s man. So imagine my surprise when a scant decade later, I became one of those hot-to-trot hussies, involved in a scandalous love drama with no happy end in sight.

The Other Woman holds a unique, nearly invisible place in society and when it comes to affairs, the blame, shame and scarlet letter are squarely placed on her shoulders. I don’t have much defense for my actions other than the naïveté — some would say, stupidity — of being a young woman who believed herself madly in love with the man of her dreams, who just happened to be married.

In those TV movies, the wanton woman usually gets what’s coming to her, whether it’s a jail sentence or an overwrought gunfight in which she’s the loser. In real life, I can tell you that the end is possibly even more painful than most breakups. Unlike a rift with an actual boyfriend, you won’t get much sympathy for your shattered heart because if anyone knew of the relationship, he or she most likely disapproved, and there’s not even the solace of knowing that your ex is as miserable and alone as you are. Because you know he’s gone back to his home and his wife. Here are some other hard lessons you’ll learn if you date a man who’s spoken for.

Lesson #1: It’s about sex, not love
As romantic as a head-over-heels love affair can first seem, it ultimately devolves into tawdry and quick assignations during his lunch hour or as his post-work workout. He already has a relationship and simply doesn’t have the time to cultivate another one. “When you’re so rushed for time because he has to get home for dinner, there’s not much you can do together but have sex,” explains Sue C., 31, from New Jersey. “So he comes over, you have sex, talk for a bit and then he showers and goes back to his wife. Cuddling? As if.” And isn’t luxuriating in the post-sex afterglow one of the best parts about intimacy? Granted, affair sex is almost inherently hot because of its forbidden element, but once that wears off, you’re feeling alone and empty.

Lesson #2: Don’t call him, he’ll call you
“What I hated most about having an affair was that I couldn’t reach my lover when I wanted to,” gripes Katya G., 29, from New York City. “I couldn’t call his office because he didn’t want anyone there to know about me or have any suspicions and, of course, I didn’t even have his home number. And if he didn’t want to talk to me, all he had to do was turn off his cell phone. It drove me crazy that I’d have to wait for him to call me back when it was convenient for him.” I can sympathize with her problem since I went through the same thing. Even though I could reach my married man via cell, I didn’t call too frequently in case his wife was around. He’d usually ring me up for a brief chat when he stepped outside his apartment for a smoke. And those brief chats just don’t satisfy your need for emotional reassurance after yet another sex (and nothing but sex) encounter.

Lesson #3: Saturday night? Try Wednesday afternoon
Get used to staying in. It’s not a cliché that you’re “sneaking around” when you’re having an affair. There’s no such thing as a romantic dinner out or strolling hand-in-hand in the park together. You may be in love, but you certainly won’t be shouting it from the rooftops or even from any neighborhood bar. “We could never go out, especially on the weekends,” says Sue. “Obviously, Saturday night was date night for him and his wife, so there was no way that was happening. Mainly, he’d come over to my place sometime during the week and we’d maybe get a few hours to hang out together. Those were our dates.” For me, too, the only time we’d get to go out in public would be when his wife was out of town—and it was usually at a dive bar or hole-in-the-wall restaurant where there was no chance of us running into anyone we knew. The food was never that great, either.

Lesson #4: You’ll get plenty of alone time
Affairs are bad and everyone knows it, so when you start one, you become pretty selective when it comes to telling anyone about “your new boyfriend.” I remember telling a few close friends, and as hard as they tried to be supportive, I knew that they didn’t understand, were disappointed, or completely disapproved. So I went into secret mode and didn’t tell anyone where I’d be or what I was doing, in case I was with “him” or in case he was calling me to let me know he could come see me for a bit. It was very isolating to not be able to share something so huge, and emotionally painful, that was going on in my life with my friends. At the same time, I was so obsessed with when I’d be able to see him again that I freed up my schedule entirely, forgoing time with friends, so I could be available when he was. And that’s just sad.

Lesson #5: Get ready for gut-wrenching guilt
If you have any sort of conscience, the guilt of what you’re doing will gnaw away at you. As much as I tried to justify my affair as the price of true love, the presence of his wife soon became very concrete and unbearable. He’d have to call her sometimes from my place to explain away his lateness, and I’d go into the other room and feel seedy. I also spent an inordinate amount of time on Google, looking for pictures, history, anything about this woman who was my rival as well as the blameless victim in this whole mess. I think that’s what eventually led me to breaking off the affair. I couldn’t deal with the guilt of it and the harm I was causing another woman, whether she knew about it or not. I also knew he’d never leave her. And in hindsight, I don’t think I wanted him to—and that’s really the only positive thing I can say about the whole mess.

hello there

: blink21; April 6th, 2007

Current Location:: work

Current Mood:: sore

Current Music:: commercials

so i'm really freaking sore today...and i soooo don't want to be at work. we had extra ice last night... i had to borrow pants from tracey cuz i wouldn't have made it on time if i ran home and got clothes to skate in. so she only had blue pants and we skate in black pants so i was the blue sheep... and i was all nervous about it and it sucked and i kept falling (well 3x) and it sucked and i couldn't lunge... and naomi was telling me i have to think about having sex when i do it and move my hips like that, it was kinda disturbing and still didn't work cuz i'm kinda dysfunctional. i suck at skating so bad. and she made us skate in different spots so i had to be on the backwards side and i was in linda "fucking deer in headlights i can't turn around" 's spot and i turned around just fine so now i know she's just freaking retarded for sure. cuz if i can do it you know it's not that hard. went out to dinner with my dad and judy and talked to them about us moving in with nicole, brooke & dan. they know that we don't jump into things and we talked to them about all of it. it's weird that i needed their approval i know. but i don't know i'm weird like that, i really respect them and what they think of me and what i do. so i don't know if i needed permission which is kinda seemed like i just wantd their opinion and approval. i'm a people pleaser what can i say? whatever. they were fine and i'm just rambling now.

i was so tired this morning and did not want to get outta bed. so i kinda slept in. but i was dilly dalling* around like i had all the time in the world. weighed myself this morning and i have lost 6lbs since i last weighed myself.. which was like a week and half two weeks ago. so i'm pretty freaking excited about that.

also excited about ryan, laurie's and clint's bday party tomorrow. it's going to be super fun minus the lack of planning and how i still haven't changed the invite on myspace, but you know what it's not my prob. talked to laurie about some final details last night too.

i have no idea what to get ryan. good thing this is just is party and i have till tuesday to get the real stuff :-p i just ordered some stuff. so hopefully it'll come before tuesday :-/ i'll have to look around for some stuff

and just to state for future notice... i can smell sluts and i was soo right

and stupid girls shouldn't have the same name as me

shitty

: blink21; March 30th, 2007

Current Mood:: cranky

so i have aquired some allergies... i'm pretty pissed at that too

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: blink21; February 28th, 2007

So 2 things that piss me off…people not telling me important things that happen in my family and people talking shit about something they don’t even know anything about

Story/rant number 1 – today

I just got a call from my sister julie and I guess my grandma had a heart attack…and now my mom is in the hospital with her but that’s all I know. Julie is supposed to keep me updated. She went into the hospital last week or so and I didn’t even get a call and at tim’s bday julie starts talking to someone about it and I butt in saying what the crap why did nobody tell me anything. Ok just because I don’t live in freaking grass valley like everyone else does, doesn’t mean that I don’t want to know or don’t deserve to know what’s going on… and this is not the first time this has happened…another good example is that my dad’s mom that died before I was born ( but have some curiosity and always have) Kristina was talking about how she went and visited her grave and I was like where is it…and she was like uhh…Grass Valley… across from a school…ya so it was across from Gilmore and Scotten where I spend like 5 years of my life in school! Freakin dumb so like last year was the first time I visited it in the like you know 18-19 years I lived in grass valley… dumb!

Story/rant number 2 – last Saturday

So my dad and judy are still giving me shit cuz I pierced my lip which is fine…I’m over it it’s my body and I can do what I want to and I like it for now, I’m freaking keeping it till I’m 30 or anything…overracters… lol. Anyways… so I decide to not be a loner and go and sit with all the people that are parents of skaters and some of the people on the synchronized team and of course I sit down and then the shots come at me..when you’re 80 are you going to let food fall out, it’s not going to close up, it looks so horrible and tacky, you won’t like that when you’re older, can you stick a straw through it?, you can’t prove that it will heal, it won’t heal up… fucking stupid ignorant shit… and when you take it from 1 or 2 people it’s fine…but if it’s up to 10 people…it takes a toll on you.. so I took out my phone and pretended someone had called me and excused myself from the table…what the hell else was I supposed to do… I called ryan in tears and I shouldn’t have to cry cuz they are all assholes… I’ve had enough….leave me alone and don’t tell me what I can and should do with myself it’s my choice I made it and I like it. leave me alone…

On a good note names here are I like for babies… Nicole got me looking and thinking about it…and don’t steal them! even though most wont like them anyways...

Girls

Melody Chase

Scarlet (not sure) could be middle or first

Dorothy Ann (after my grandma)

Guys

Atticus

Huxley

Someone who doesn’t really know me and just reads my livejournal prolly thinks I’m a really angry person, I’m not really this angry…I guess I’m just better at typing what I feel. And I feel some anger and it makes me want to type…

blah

: blink21; February 20th, 2007

Current Mood:: aggravated

So 2 things that piss me off…people not telling me important things that happen in my family and people talking shit about something they don’t even know anything about

Story/rant number 1 – today

Story/rant number 2 – last Saturday

On a good note names here are I like for babies… Nicole got me looking and thinking about it…and don’t steal them!

Girls

Melody Chase

Scarlet (not sure

Dorothy Ann (after my grandma)

Guys

Attucus

Huxley

STUPID

: blink21; February 12th, 2007

I try and do 1 good thing and it always turns to crap. Last minute Kristina and I try to get together a thing with some of our cousins that we haven’t seen in years…Andrea and Tim both have kids and Andrea is just about to pop out her next and last one (we talked that’s how I know) so when we’re trying to call everyone and get it all worked out of course…well what about Garrett and what about Rhiannon…and what about Miranda… well it’s the older cousins…we all grew up together…granted Kristina didn’t really grow up with us she was still the same age and we went to races and everything to do. So in trying to get a number for Andrea the question came up about Rhiannon and I guess Garrett was just there and not really invited and then Guy shows up to bring by a tv conveniently enough the night we’re having dinner and stays… I didn’t invite him..but of course since it’s not my house I’m not able to say anything. Everyone that we invited showed up…which I thought…yay success! But then I mentioned it to Judy on Saturday at skating and Miranda butted her big fat head in and I said it was a cousin thing and since she is a cousin and she wasn’t invited she got all sad but I explained it a different way and thought she bought it but I guess she couldn’t leave it alone cuz they had to have a talk with her since she kept bringing it up or something. which it is I guess fair but that wasn’t my intention and I’m pretty sure I don’t go around hurting people’s feelings on purpose… so this morning Judy comes in and tells me I better be aware that I hurt her feelings and she was really upset about it. ok so what the hell am I supposed to do now? Go back in time and invite her to come? And go drive around and pick everyone and their mother up and invite all the parents from everywhere so no one gets their feelings hurt? I’m sorry I can’t do that…not everyone can get invited! I didn’t want Garrett there I didn’t want Julie there…oh and of course she was late and she brought someone.. I told her to be there 5 530ish, in normal people world that is a pretty good range of time when she’s down in Sacramento already, down the road like 20 minutes at the freaking most. I picked up Andrea in Gv and Tomiscena drove up from Gv and Tim lives like off of Garden Hwy…all there on time. At 610 I’m calling her and she picked up saying I’m on my way I’m on my way…oh wait..maybe you should have been on your freaking way at 5 o clock! So it’s almost 7 so I call her again… ‘uh I think I went down the wrong road we’re close though’ and she shows up and complains of how it’s so hot and blah blah blah I don’t even know.. yells across the room what’s on your lip and she is just so obnoxious and rude and loud! Argh! Why do I even try? I have to ask myself that every freaking day and I never have an answer. I was all freaking myself out thinking I have to find something to talk about with Andrea all the way down since I haven’t seen her for hella long and actually had like a car talk with her…she’s never even ridden in the same car as me! The good things is that her daughter Brenna is the cutest little thing I have ever seen (gives me hope for my kids) and both Brenna and Alex are really well behaved kids. They turned into really good parents which is so awesome! I love seeing that. It’s so awesome. So I think I’m done with this rant since I left it and then came back to it and I wasn’t as angry. I just hate my family …it’s just sad. And I hate feeling guilty…and that’s how I feel I live my life and I don’t want to live it that way.

pissed....

: blink21; January 16th, 2007

Current Mood:: frustrated

so this fucking sucks...i try to use ryan's truck to help out tracey move a matress....and i can't get the alarm to turn off...so i'm at home not at work and i need to be at work... i can't afford a day off... maybe i could use a sick day... i never use those... but still i got shit to do i was gone for a week!! ARGH!

OH ya and it's fucking freezing outside and it really sucks cuz i think the only way i'm getting anywhere is if i walk to a store and buy batteries for the remote thing....

fuck this

my wonderful weekend.... :-s

: blink21; December 11th, 2006

Current Mood:: aggravated

sooo... it was a fun filled weekend as always...

friday night kristina and i went to twisted xmas! it was cool but i'm hecka sick...so i kept having to sit down. my chemical romance was awesome! and i met adam corolla! so that was neat. we didn't get home till after midnight though. we brought garrett for his very first concert, as a xmas present, and he loved it so much! so that was really cool to experience that with him. when it was over it was pouring down rain and so that really sucked and i rain the entire way to the car...and i defintely don't like running but i would rather run then get wet in the rain. we went downtown to plum blossom and got some food and then went home.

saturday we woke up kinda early and i went to practice, felt like crap the entire time, came home and slept. i was supposed to go shopping with Kristina but she was also tired from the night before so we rescheduled. so i slept some more... and was supposed to go to kimi's bday dinner and ice skating ....but slept thru the dinner...but we made it to ice skating! freakin stupid teenager/tween/preteen bitches and stupid guys...wow i don't miss high school. but it was a fun time...but i started to feel all yucky again. so we all went home. then went home and slept and watched old movies...and ryan went and played poker.

sunday we were planning on getting together with nicole and richard to come to work and take pictures for our holiday cards and it wasn't a big deal thing we were going to do it just whenever...but ryan had an alarm go off and it was katie's bday and we needed to go to elk grove at 3. so we started to get ready to take the picture and i started to text nicole and see how they were doing and i guess richard ended up drinking a bottle and a half of hennessey so he was still sleeping and so ryan and i decided to to the picture anyways and i had kristina do my hair and that took hella long and then kristina took the picture real quick with my work camera cuz i'm that smart and i leave my camera at home to go and take pictures... so the pictures turned out ok... but could have been better on my camera. so then we drove to elk grove and hung out there and missed ryan's mom and stayed there till 10 or so playing texas hold em and watching movies...and kooper was pissing me off so bad and then he ran outside when the pizza guy came and i just said is it ok if i just let him go.... i was pissed. he was shitting and pissing everywhere and i hate bringing him cuz he doesn't have any manners whatsoever...i know he's a dog but it's embarrassing... so i cried cuz i'm a baby and i hate doing that. but overall was pretty fun...

but work's out and i'm off to step!

g'night!

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: blink21; December 8th, 2006

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: blink21; December 6th, 2006

Current Location:: workie

Current Mood:: happy

This is me with a gold medal...never won one before. i defintely haven't written in forever..but i should. i should read more too. i feel outta touch!

so what's going on in my life...

hmmmm

not too much...we had our competition in berkley and got 1st place. pretty cool. it was a scary thing though.. and it was cold too. we stayed in frisco for the whole weekend and it was a really nice weekend. i miss hanging out with my dad and judy :-(
i went and saw high school musical the concert...no i didn't pay for it and yes it was with miranda. and yes i think it's a cult. well it was actually ok... a big disney channel commercial and all the stars of the show were promoting their own cds. they have like a breeding farm of all the kids who become stars off disney. they have them sing the same, dance the same, act the same and make stupid disney channel movies. its cool for them though... they are trying to give kids big breaks i guess and some work out and some don't. miranda loved it so that's cool. it was interesting.

i really don't have too much time else to write.

i'm going to step tonight! yay! but this is the only time this week. i've been hella slacking...but shit has been going on and stuff so i can't! i want to...

i'm so excited kristina and i going to twisted xmas! whoo!

and yay i get days off work soon! we are getting free lunch from medimer next week.... the next week free lunch from daltile and the gift exchange is on the 20th and we get free lunch then the pot luck on the 21st and no work on 22nd and no work on Christmas !

not sure what's going on for xmas yet...

i need to go shopping but i need to have money to do that...so anyhoo i'll try and update and read more so yeah off to home i go and then to step!

lonely lonely lonely lonely time

: blink21; September 7th, 2006

Current Location:: dad's house

Current Mood:: tired

Current Music:: TV

so it's defintely been a while since i updated...it's been a while since i've been on a computer long enough to update.... and the stupid clicky thingy erased what i already wrote... so i'm starting again... things have been good... my bady was great! vegas was fun we had a kick ass party. ice skating has been good, i like it... my skates should be in soon even though they haven't called...losers... i started a swim aerobics class last night and it kicked my ass and i liked it! .... hmmmm.... we've been super busy and barely home.... reno was cool and def leppard and journey kicked ass! i ran from the cops for the first time in my life...i think it's the first time... it was hella scary...even though they weren't coming after us.... ryan wants to move to reno but i don't like that place...it's cold and night and yucky and smokey.... i'm watching celebrity duets and waiting for my dad and judy to get back... i like singing shows... miranda is a weird kid.... i think they are here actually. but i had to give a quick update...we're going to disneyland this weekend so i'm pretty excited about that... but i have no money. that is lame...i need my raise. i shoud have gotten that back in may. kooper is growing up hella quick... he's sleeping right now. tired lil pup. i'm a tired girl too. boo for work... i'm not liking rob the stupid sales guy right now ...he keeps putting me in situations cuz he's a fucking macgyver and promising customers shit... i can't believe he gets paid to lie... i hate that...

i want to see hollywoodland and the black dahila* they look really good. kinda funny how they put out 2 hollywood mysteries out at the same time. i like old hollywood.

so i guess they aren't home....

so i'm pretty sure i feel hella old... i feel like i can't hang anymore... i haven't been carded like at all... do i really look that old? one guy guessed i was 24. i don't think i want to take that yet. am i going to look 45 when i'm 30??!

i started taking diet pills... hopefully they'll work... i'm tired of myself. really. it's annoying.

we got the couch! it's huge... and i love it... i want to sleep on it... we will have a party soon... ashley needs to figure out her bday plans dammit!

i can't believe this year is almost over... and i really hate seeing halloween stuff in freaking september!!! what the crap?

boo for driving.... if i had clothes i would stay here...dinner sucked ...stupid miranda choice...

well i'm going to do a quirk thing on myspace now and be bored on there...

i'll try and update more often...maybe just even write at work and send it to myself so i can update it.

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